I have been through a lot in my life, but especially in the past few days it’s been hard. Sometimes i can over think things which can be bad. i guess sometimes i just have too high of expectations of people and when they let me down i take it personal. i need to learn to go with the flow more and let things go. I know what i deserve in a friendship cause i try to give the same back. as i go through the next few months, i know they are going to be some of the hardest months of my life. i have the most academically challenging semester of my life so far, my girlfriend/best friend is gone and out of the country for 4 months, and I am going through tough and interesting times with my friendships. I know I am in for a challenge, but at the same I am ready for it and to grow, get stronger as a person, and mature more. Even though it will be tough there will be a lot of good to come of it which i am excited for. New knowledge and understanding, new friendships, and the most incredible 10 days spent in Europe with my girl. I can’t wait. Bring it.